I think life really sucks when it doesn't go your way. Especially when all your hopes are depended on one particular thing. Its really unexpected to a number of people, but what can I do, I can't express myself on pen and paper. I try hard, but is anything gonna happen? Perhaps I'm just a total failer or something. But still, I'm not gonna be sad. Perhaps there's hope? I don't know. I'm just contradictive. Why must everything, every mood, everytime, happen and change so quickly....

Okay, I was sort of happy in the morning? Photo taking and all. Was fun lah, somehow. I'm glad I didnt have to stand in the middle again this year. Woohoo. Got back my english paper. Total crap lah okay. If you ever see me and want to ask me for my marks, FORGET ABOUT IT. I failed, thats all you have to know. Of course I'm sad(like who doesnt if they fail?!), but I guess my other CA1 marks will pull me up? I just needed that one more mark, I didn't beg this time, I know its not gonna work. I'll let God choose my life, thats all. If I am fated to fail or retain, then its God's decision I guess? Yeah. CCA photo taking was alrights. Lucia was really funny. Haha, kept saying CUSTOM MADE to make me laugh. Yeah, stayed back with my everything and we walked around school. Rivervale mall-ed and homed.

Thank you Rachel, Qian Yu, Easwary, Kendra, Yuling, Karin, Cecelia, Shu Jia, Lucia, Eunice, Rowena, Jaime and to whoever I didn't mention for cheering me up up up today! I really really really appreciate it alot!!!!!!! Hahahaha!(:

I think life really sucks when it doesn't go your way. Especially when all your hopes are depended on one particular thing. Its really unexpected to a number of people, but what can I do, I can't express myself on pen and paper. I try hard, but is anything gonna happen? Perhaps I'm just a total failer or something. But still, I'm not gonna be sad. Perhaps there's hope? I don't know. I'm just contradictive. Why must everything, every mood, everytime, happen and change so quickly....

Okay, I was sort of happy in the morning? Photo taking and all. Was fun lah, somehow. I'm glad I didnt have to stand in the middle again this year. Woohoo. Got back my english paper. Total crap lah okay. If you ever see me and want to ask me for my marks, FORGET ABOUT IT. I failed, thats all you have to know. Of course I'm sad(like who doesnt if they fail?!), but I guess my other CA1 marks will pull me up? I just needed that one more mark, I didn't beg this time, I know its not gonna work. I'll let God choose my life, thats all. If I am fated to fail or retain, then its God's decision I guess? Yeah. CCA photo taking was alrights. Lucia was really funny. Haha, kept saying CUSTOM MADE to make me laugh. Yeah, stayed back with my everything and we walked around school. Rivervale mall-ed and homed.

Thank you Rachel, Qian Yu, Easwary, Kendra, Yuling, Karin, Cecelia, Shu Jia, Lucia, Eunice, Rowena, Jaime and to whoever I didn't mention for cheering me up up up today! I really really really appreciate it alot!!!!!!! Hahahaha!(: